Ok,so lets go back a week or two, training was going absolutely brilliant in Igls, I was flying I was loving the sliding, and going faster than I was last year and I felt like I was getting back to where I was the season before ( which was the main aim of this season, to get the shoulders working properly after surgery and find the fast form I had before I busted them), I was confident of a good result in Igls, I had no doubt that I would get the top 15 i need in order to continue being part of the NZ Academy of Sport Winter Olympic Performance program, my coach, Martin Rettle (former world champion and Olympic medalist) was very happy with my times and my sliding too. And I was having no trouble getting my shoulders on the sled, which I was finding difficult during the first half of the season, in fact I have not needed any pain killers for my shoulders at all, they are great!
On the Saturday before the official training started (monday) the track was fast, I reached what I think was my highest speed this year on the track 106.95kmph, it was a good run. The track in Igls is a very safe track, it is very unlikely that anyone will crash there... before the finish line that is.. however the out run is a different story, the track is not long enough for skeleton and the speeds we go, we do not have breaks and need uphill sections of track to help us slow down, but igls is an old track and does not have the breaking stretch we need, in an attempt to fix it, millions of euros was spent building a tunnel that goes under an adjacent ski run and then shoots up hill at a very steep angle. But they never put refridgeration on the up hill bit after the tunnell so there is black rubber on it and not ice... any way lots of people get hurt in that out run, especially when you hit the wall in the tunnell. To stop us before the end they put down foam mats that we hit head on, they can hurt too, and sometimes they stop your sled but not your body so you fly off the sled, makes great television coverage but really sucks for the athletes.
Any way, so the track was fast i was sliding well, and I had been there for 4 weeks and every fast day we had they had put down the foam matts to stop us. But this day for some reason they did not put the matts down. I flew up the end of the track off the iced track and up the steep shoot, I went higher up than i have ever gone, I put my feet down to stop myslelf and stand up, but slipped over and started sliding back down the track just as I heard them clear the track and another slider start their run, I was trying as hard as I could with my feet and hands to stop sliding back, and I hit the lip where the iced track becomes the rubber track, and I was flipped off the sled, I managed to hold onto the sled and get out of the track, but I knew that I have done something bad to my ankle when I was flipped off the sled. I made my way to the waiting truck and got back to the top, packed up and headed to hospital. I have broken one of the tendons in my left ankle, and have a plastic air cast for the next 5 weeks. It is painful.
So first day of official training I took two runs and did not push, second day i took two runs and pushed a little. I had two hours a day with a local physio who was doing all sorts of lymph drainage and what seems like meditaion over the ankle trying to free the blocked energy, not you normal physio treatment you'd find back home, but these guys were the physios for numerous olympic champions, so I trusted they knew what they were doing.
Race day I pushed as hard as I could but it was not good enough and I finished at the back of the field. Gutted.
But my results this year have qualified me for the World Championships (qualification is now based on individual points, so no team effort required anymore), so Ben and I headed off to St Moritz, my ankle was feeling stronger every day and st moritz is a long fast drivers track so i figured that if there is any track in the world where I might be able to overcome a seriously slow push it is here. I spent a month here before the Olympics last year so i also know this track well.
First day of official training I woke up with my stomach churing, I was surprised that I was so nervous, but didnt think anything of it. After an uneventful safe first run I did not understand why I still felt so nervous, then just before the second run I realised that it was not nerves and I thought I might be sick. On the start line I was seeing how easily I could pull my mouth guard out while still having my helmet on just incase I had to in a hurry, not exactly the best mental preparation to be going through at the world champs.
Two days ill with food poisoning. It was not fun. I had to miss the second day of training.
This morning I am feeling a bit better and have managed to eat a little breakfast but I am weak as, and am sucking down as many gummi bears and lollipops as possible, they dont seem to upset my stomach. I am training today, I need to get one more run to be elegible to race, I would like to take two but will have to see how strong I feel after the first run, I have not eaten much in the last two days and there is no point in exhausting myself today when I have to race tomorrow.
As I write this it has just started to snow big fat snow flakes, so the track will be slow again.
In order to get a PEG's grant from SPARC I have to come 11th here.
With all my injuries, crashes and food poisoning over the last two seasons it really feels like someone has a voodoo doll with my name on it. But I'll never give up while I know I have a fast run in me, it is still possible, the world champs has 4 runs so consistency is the game. And I sure as hell need that PEG's grant to get out of debt from this season.
Well I better go and dig the car out it is under a half meter of snow.